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hi all I posted a discussion some time ago and I had moving answers (thanks all!), as doctors feared I could have leukemia again. now they are sure, as my bone marrow was analysed. they want to start chemo again, then if I respond to it radiation, then transplant, but they already looked for a donor, till now, there is no good donor, they want me to go to the hospital and don't come out again til…