goals

[chris bergstra]

hello my friends,

last week i heard the results of the ct-scan.
i am sad to say, i did not reach our! goal.......to get cleaned from all tumors.
there was even a small tumor extra on the outside off my duodenum.
for the rest of that day my dissapointment was heavy.

the positve things are: doctors said i would be dead in april this year and that will not be the case.....not becouse of illness.
i feel realy great at the moment so i have a good quality of life!
i did not give up hope and realize i have to change even more.
so i just started with something called mms (google it if you want to know)
the next scan is 26 june and this time i will not expect so much as i did the last time i will set my intentions to a clean body and i will let it go then.
expectations set to high can only dissapoint you if you fail.

i thank you all for helping me so far and i hope you will help me further in the future.

Namaste,

Chris.

[Diane Beilstein]

Hi, Chris.

It's ok if you do not write back quickly or say too much. I can certainly understand your exhaustion.

No, I did not know you used to do remote healing. No wonder you seem to know so much about alternative health care.

I am able to do remote viewing, only many times my view is either from the backside or reversed. It took me a few YEARS to figure out just WHAT the heck it was called. I enjoy this website as no other!

working in your vegetable garden is such a PERFECT project! ASk the plants to assist you in your healing.

As for feeling your tumors getting bigger - well, I thought they should be getting smaller. It is good that you are tuned into your body and can feel them, but when you do, in your mind's eye, shink them down to nothing. It will help, I think, if you put your hands over the areas of pain, or better yet, have your girlfriend lay her hands on you when you are tuning into your body. Touch itself is quite healing.

I do not known how often I will be doing the healing. My thoughts have been with you most of the time since I first saw your conversations. I can tell you this - there will be one today sometime around 1700 hrs my time. 2300 hrs your time.

Yours in Prayer

Be Well
Laugh Often
Love a Lot!

- d

[chris bergstra]

tnks!!
and now up to the garden!

Namaste,

chris

[chris bergstra]

hi Diane,

i did not forget about you.....just too often relaxing and working in the vetgetable garden with my girlfriend....and she does not live here she lives 1,5 hrs away from me so i am not behind the computer often at the moment.

i feel very well and getting better by the day!! a few weeks ago some college,s i work with as volonteer they let me down in a for me painful way.
they talked and worked over me behind my back they worked around me as manager to solve problems with other people who had problems with me....and no one told me anything

the project manager lost an email written by a college adressed to him starting with: the problems around Chris.

so.......there i was hurt to the bone........i worked so hard(for free) to set up this project and now some people stabbed me in the back!

i needed a week to get my emotions under control.......after that i have contacted the people concerned this matter to clean the air....and i started forgiving them.

that,s why i was so emotional the last time you see........

that,s why i feel so good now......i started forgiving.

by the way....we did eat the first vetgetable,s from the garden....mmmmmmmmmmmmmm


Namaste,

Chris..

[Alonzo]

as you are among the people who really believe in the power of intention i can suggest you a single procedure to start just right now.
wake up at about 6:00 am. do thing as to brush your teeth and so on. in a room prepera for your meditation, light a candle, pray a prayer to the Mighty Creator of the universe, of the past, present and future. See your life as if you were at the cinema on a big screen: ask for forgiveness from the bottom your heart, your mind your being. It is your being whose power is within yourself. Move your being. Concentrate on your body focusing the part that has to be cured. Give light to these parts. surround your body with light. The light coming out from your being Spend in this position for at least 15 minutes.

Remember; We were born. We lived and while we live we experience the greatness of life, the wonderfull to be alived, the greatness of the universe. Now that the end comes to be a reality one must starts putting every thing in order. Forgiveness is a kind of cure. to forgive to all the humans once encounter in the way to the end. Pray for all the universe to be better that we found it. Expecting to be much better after the farewell. Leave a good rememberance to the beloves ones: wife, sons, daughters, mother and father and to all the ones who were with you in this marvelous world.

Your being is the only one to decide how long you would be alive. Wake up, open your eyes, and give time to yourself.

I wish the best for you. Peace and love.