goals

[chris bergstra]

hello my friends,

last week i heard the results of the ct-scan.
i am sad to say, i did not reach our! goal.......to get cleaned from all tumors.
there was even a small tumor extra on the outside off my duodenum.
for the rest of that day my dissapointment was heavy.

the positve things are: doctors said i would be dead in april this year and that will not be the case.....not becouse of illness.
i feel realy great at the moment so i have a good quality of life!
i did not give up hope and realize i have to change even more.
so i just started with something called mms (google it if you want to know)
the next scan is 26 june and this time i will not expect so much as i did the last time i will set my intentions to a clean body and i will let it go then.
expectations set to high can only dissapoint you if you fail.

i thank you all for helping me so far and i hope you will help me further in the future.

Namaste,

Chris.

[leena]

Hi Chris

I'm sorry to hear you had a disappointing experience as there's still a small tumor there. But think about it:
that's all there is. No point in getting disappointed. If you've been able to make the other ones disappear and
stop them advancing then you can make it with this one as well.

In my opinion it's a question of perseverance and not mixing the intent with wishful thinking. It does not matter what method you use for the healing. It's actually not the method, it's your intention. The method is merely a vehicle to arrive to the healing, behind, as the striving force is your unconditional intention to be healed.

I'll be sending you my little grain of sand. Do not let go of that intent.
Leena

[chris bergstra]

hi Leena,

i know there is no point in getting dissapointed......but i am only human and learning about not getting dissapointed....i am still working on it!
it only was one afternoon and after that i started living life to the max again.

you where mistaken about my tumors.....not one dissapeared only one extra.

i realize very well that untill now i did reach a lot already....i am still alive and feeling really well.

i am very greatfull that you are here for me....thanks !!!

Namaste,

Chris.

[Irene]

Hello Chris,

I am sad to hear the results of the scan, but at the sametime greatful that it is april and you are still with us and feeling great and wanting more.

I set you in my intentions and will be keeping an eye for the next date.

Irene

[chris bergstra]

hi Irene,

one word.......THANKS for being here for me.

next date ct-scan 26 june....maybee the week before an idea task people to help me again.

Namaste,

Chris.

[Jean Mackenzie]

Whatever the results may or may not have been I think you have shown tremendous courage and positivity by your attitude and reaction to the results. You allowed yourself to feel the disappointment and then went on to move through that to the next goal.

I think it's fantastic. I doubt I could be so philosophical. It's very important not to deny your feelings but to go through them. We can all come up with a thousand platitudes but what's the point - if one feels something, then one must feel it, work through it and heal it.

Thanks for the encouragement and the courage.

J

[chris bergstra]

hi Jean,

thanks....comments like this help me move on.....

namaste,

chris.

[Diane Beilstein]

Chris,

As I read your post, I looked for any indication that MMS had been offered as a possible source of system cleansing. My chiropractor has a couple of his patients taking it, and so far, the results have been good. Details on the clients' health status are not available to me, but it was encouraging when he gave me this much information. My chiropractor uses CRA (Contact Reflex Analysis) to decide whether a particular product is beneficial to his patient.

Other possibilities include Miracle II Soap (you probably have already been introduced to it if you have done any research on MMS), live food diet (eating raw vegetables and fruit that help with your dis-ease), and QiGong healing exercises.

When eating raw food, one must also include the pith (white stuff) and seeds.

On the subject of expectations and intention, I will say that it helps tremendously to go beyond faith to KNOWING - know as the end result is now - see the result as now - positive thinking is always in the now and does not allow any room for failure.

I will keep you in my prayers, Chris!

- diane

[chris bergstra]

hello diane,

i was too busy lately to do a lot of research but i will look for sure at the miracle soap!
your help an thinking with me is an enormous positive influence in my queste.

thanks for being here for me and i hope you will accept my invitation to be my friend.

Namaste,

chris.

[Diane Beilstein]

Chris,

I have sent a request for you to be my friend. I do hope you accept (watch which button you press!!!)

When I do remote healing, I see the person (actually, the Christ-Center) either turn away from me or turn toward me. Only one person has ever turned away from me. You are not that one.

I do, however, see you are standing in Westen anatomical position with a vast ocean of beautiful white light surrounding you. A little light blue glimmer here, a little bright pink there. No wonder your doctors call you a miracle.

I feel prompted to tell you that in the healing process, it may take 20 minutes or so for the cells of the body to realize that the healing has occured. Intention, Energy, or Hands On, healing is/can be instantaneous, but the physical response may be delayed.

Namaste,

- d

[chris bergstra]

hi diane,

so this is what my body was telling me tonight.....i felt my livertumors....

and i feel great now...

namaste,

chris.

[Diane Beilstein]

Chris,

Yesterday about 1400 hrs my time and 2000 hrs your time (if my calculation is correct) I sent healing energy remotely. to you. Did you feel anything about THAT time? Just curious.

You hinted that you were aware of changes last night - when you felt your tumors, what activity were you aware of? The masses shrinking? SImply there? The awareness is very important in your healing process, but I think you know that already.

I went to Patty's Home Page. Impressive. Good Friend for you to have. She mentions diet - should be high in fresh fruits and vegetables and low in processed foods, additives, and animal products. Again, I will offer the information that live vegetables and fruits (to include the pith and seeds which contain the important phytochemicals the body needs) are important. Best ingested raw, but if any food must be cooked, a water cooking method is preferred.

PIneapple stem (no leaves), grapefruit and pomelo (whole with outer peel shaved off), pomegranite (fruit pods and seed), apricot kernals, and raspberries are the more effective fruits; red beet (LOTS of it!); mushrooms (Reishi, Agaicus Blazel, and Shitake) I understand that AHCC (Active Hexose Correlated Compound) is an excellent supplement.

I went to Dr McDougall's site - www.drfuhrman.com. If you scroll down the page, you will find a free program to guide you in living healthy. I found it very informative, explicit, and concise compared to other website information on the net. Thank you, Patty, and thank you Dr. Fuhrman!

Thaaaat's all for now, Chris.

Be Well.
Laugh often.
Love a lot!

- d

[chris bergstra]

hi Diane,
i am a bit tired because last week was a very emotional week....i had again new lessons about me and my ego to learn......so i feel to tired to write too long,,,
i wonder how often you will do this remote healing....did you know i used to do that myself too....i was in a programm off shy holland and there i learned how to do so.
after i while i got back in the...normal??...life and started working and beiing busy like most of the other people and did not work with it any more...
yesterday and today aswell ifeel the tumors like they where getting bigger and a bit more painfull....i think a good sign, don,t you?
tomorrow i go to my girlfriend and work this weekend in our vetgetable garden....my biggest hobby.....
isn,t life interesting?and great?

Namaste,

Chris.