please please help me I want to LIVE

[edi]

hi all
I posted a discussion some time ago and I had moving answers (thanks all!), as doctors feared I could have leukemia again. now they are sure, as my bone marrow was analysed.
they want to start chemo again, then if I respond to it radiation, then transplant, but they already looked for a donor, till now, there is no good donor, they want me to go to the hospital and don't come out again till everything is finished, they talk about min. several months. I already had 9 months chemo, it almost killed me spiritually and physically. I am italian, but live in austria, my only family is my sister living in sicily, I have a 2 1/2 year old daughter. I need help! please... I read about gregg braden and mr chan, the healing qi gong, I ordered the video and the book but I feel I need someone here to help me. I believe in the healing powers of tibet monks, of native americans and the video about people of mr chan healing a bladder cancer in less than 3 minutes was astounishing.
does anyone know someone in austria who can help me?
I did a lot of work on myself, and I am willing to do whatever it takes.
doctors don't give me any more time, I wanted to try to heal myself, but they don't give me time, my type of leukemia is very very fast (acute)
lynn, ar you there? is someone there who can help me?

love and grace

[edi]

thank u terry,

i believe like u in the energy, called somehow with different names, but always the same. I have read a lot in the scientific field (lipton, braden, mctaggert, quantum theory, etc), but also zen, tao, native americans schmans, huna, reiki, etc
I was by a peruvian schman yesterday,but even he told me, his plants medicine needs time, he can do nothing to avoid chemo now..

[edi]

thank you terry, for your prayer and blessing. I am praying and meditating everytime I can, looking in my daughter's eyes and concentrating on life and love.
my soul feels your soul, thanks

[Tom Flower]

I greet you with the Holy Word of Peace.
After reading your post, I felt empathy for you. I felt your pain, your suffering, and your great desperation. Your desire to live is great. That is your greatest blessing you have right now. The one desire to live!! That alone... with unswerving faith in God is enough to keep you on this Earth. So Be It. That Faith is fueled by prayer. And that prayer is made whole by surrendering that prayer to the One who made you.

Thirty years ago I was faced with what seemed to be insurmountable circumstances by anyones measure. Yet with prayer and meditation and surrender, I gave up my will to God. There was nothing more I could do. I had sought out every avenue. I looked everywhere for an end to what was facing me. I released my grave situation to The Great Unknown God. I surrendered. I released it to God.

I know that was the key lesson for me at that time for me...Surrender it up to the Will of The One who brought me here. You see when you "lease" something..... you have something for a period of time. Whether it be an apartment, a flat, a house, a car. So when you "Re-lease" your life to God...you get another lease on life. That was my experience. That is not to say I didn't get up everyday at 4 am and pray and pray and pray for 20 months straight, and say "why me ? why me ? God?? I still surrendered my sorrow and anguish everyday and every night Then and only then, did I get my new Lease on Life.

So I say to you in your pain and suffering, offer it up to God. I get a kick out of many people on this web site. There seems to be a taboo on the word God. All I can say to all, is that if you think you are in control of your life, then who or what is breathing you right now? There is a Force that breathes us into existence with the Power called Life. We have the awareness of this "consciousness" but we
can't see the Force that created us. It is within us. It is this Great Cosmic Force I call God. The Great Unknown God.

Remember..."As long as there is a "me", there needs to be a "Thee" o' Lord. Surrender. And let the Divine take the wheel. You are tired. Meditate and pray. Surrender your suffering. Offer it up. Take it easy for awhile. This was my experience and I share what I have known and lived. God Bless You.

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[edi]

thank you tom, I don't think the energy field excludes God or the other way around. I am tired, I have to decide till tuesday, if I want the classic therapy at the hospital (very few chnces though) or if I want to refuse it (but they wouldn't know how long I could live, between 1 week and 1 year, they say). how can I decide? I would know, if I were alone, responsibe for myself only, but my daughter... and there isn't even the right person to raise her...
god bless you too, tom

[Tom Flower]

Edi,
You have a big decision to make. I cannot advise you on that. I have two young daughters myself. I know the love you feel for your daughter. Please keep up your hope. Don't give up the fight. May you be strong to the depths of your being. My prayers are for you. May you be well.
Tom

[Paul]

Tom,

My name is Paul and I live in Boston, MA.
I posted a few replies to this woman Idi some time ago in her forum "please please help me I want to live". At some point Idi said that her ex reads these messages and so she does not want to answer here. So, I gave her my email and we have been exchanging emails ever since.

Idi is not well. In fact, she is dying. Idi emailed me today asking to ask everyone on this forum and overall this website to pray for her to get better, pray for a miracle. If possible, can you please help me to make people aware of this request? Just in case, here's Idi's email: [e-mail].

Thank you in advance!
Love and peace!

Paul

[Paul]

Tony,

My name is Paul and I live in Boston, MA.
I posted a few replies to this woman Idi some time ago in her forum "please please help me I want to live". At some point Idi said that her ex reads these messages and so she does not want to answer here. So, I gave her my email and we have been exchanging emails ever since.

Idi is not well. In fact, she is dying. Anyway, Idi emailed me today asking to ask everyone on this forum and overall this website to pray for her to get better, pray for a miracle. If possible, can you please help me to make people aware of this request? Just in case, here's Idi's email: [e-mail].

Thank you in advance!
Love and peace!

Paul

[Walter]

Seeing how 75-90% of your body is water. I would start by using healing water. Here is some info on how to do that.Dr. Emoto.
http://www.quantumbalancing.com/hado_water.htm

http://educate-yourself.org/cn/emototruepowerwater14oct06.shtml
Raymon Grace
http://video.google.com/videosearch?sourceid=navclient&ie=UTF-8...
http://www.dowsers.info/toronto/water.htm
Dr. Len Horowitz
http://www.steamventinn.com/3e/
Understanding your DNA
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-9061550232536519022

I hope some of this info helps

[Paul]

Walter,

My name is Paul and I live in Boston, MA.
I posted a few replies to this woman Idi some time ago in her forum "please please help me I want to live". At some point Idi said that her ex reads these messages and so she does not want to answer here. So, I gave her my email and we have been exchanging emails ever since.

Idi is not well. In fact, she is dying. Anyway, Idi emailed me today asking to ask everyone on this forum and overall this website to pray for her to get better, pray for a miracle. If possible, can you please help me to make people aware of this request? Just in case, here's Idi's email: [e-mail].

Thank you in advance!
Love and peace!

Paul

[Maria Luisa]

I recomend you Ramtha´s School of Enlightmnet and also ener-chi.com. Andreas Moritz site, he has written several books, one of them is "Cancer is not a disease", and "The Amazing Liver and Gallblader Flush". Also you may want to check EFT and The Reconnection.

[Paul]

Maria Luisa,

My name is Paul and I live in Boston, MA.
I posted a few replies to this woman Idi some time ago in her forum "please please help me I want to live". At some point Idi said that her ex reads these messages and so she does not want to answer here. So, I gave her my email and we have been exchanging emails ever since.

Idi is not well. In fact, she is dying. Anyway, Idi emailed me today asking to ask everyone on this forum and overall this website to pray for her to get better, pray for a miracle. If possible, can you please help me to make people aware of this request? Just in case, here's Idi's email: [e-mail].

Thank you in advance!
Love and peace!

Paul

[Kris]

Hi Edi,

I hope you are feeling a bit better and more hopeful. And I hope you are listening to your inner spirit in regards to what treatments to follow... do not be afraid to turn away from the traditional medical establishment if that is what your spirit is advising you to do. Sit and talk with your spirit in the sunlight of dawn and see how you feel. I personally have experienced startling rejuvenation and health changes since investing in a juicer and juicing only organic green vegetables. If you drink just a glass of green stuff everyday you will detox and I imagine feel so drastically better within a few days. I like to run celery, kale, cucumber, parsley, lettuce, bok choy, etc through the juicer. It's something you could do even with conventional treatments..and I am so certain it will improve your immune system and how you feel. Please post again and let us know how you are doing. We are all praying for you.
much love,
Kristen